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Friday, February 3, 2012

slough

I'm sorry for being absent. I've been hit with a bout of depression (so different from my daily fight with moodiness) which forced me to take it seriously (too seriously), since I couldn't get out of bed.

Randomly, my world closed up until I couldn't fit in it. Then I shriveled up too.

It's only been a few days. I haven't been to the doctor; this has happened before. Perhaps to you as well?

Today I think I see a way up and out.

4 comments:

  1. "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they might have life, and have it abundantly." -Yeshua, John 10:10

    Sorry, my friend. I couldn't help but convey to you the only thing that gets me out of bed every morning --what moves the air in and out of my lungs; what sets my feet in a high place. I am not saying anything more than this: I sincerely hope that you discover whatever something will serve a similar purpose for you. Pluck up heart, dear friend! There is always hope in a new morn.

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  2. i rarely say it, but i love your blog so much. you bring so much light and growth and inspiration for me. i hope you feel the same from your community during this time. xo

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  3. It sounds like you're getting out of it nicely. I can't say I've felt as bad as that, but when I'm feeling depressed, forcing myself to do something usually helps. Hope you're doing ok :)

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  4. "My world closed up until I couldn't fit in it. Then I shriveled up too."
    The possibility inn this sentence alone could snap me to blue instead of black.

    I am from the future {this post was written days ago...} so I know you are doing better. I am glad.
    xo

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