I'm sorry for being absent. I've been hit with a bout of depression (so different from my daily fight with moodiness) which forced me to take it seriously (too seriously), since I couldn't get out of bed.
Randomly, my world closed up until I couldn't fit in it. Then I shriveled up too.
It's only been a few days. I haven't been to the doctor; this has happened before. Perhaps to you as well?
Today I think I see a way up and out.